drunk blogging...

They say that failure to sleep for a day, or roughly staying up for more than 18 hours will level one's hand-eye coordination as well as reflex reaction and critical thinking to that of a drunk man. So vaguely I'm drunk right now, just not under the influence of alcohol.

I didn't mean not to sleep, it's just that i got engrossed at doing the cover of Hatsune miku's celluloid. Well it wasn't really a cover, wikipedia says that for something, say a song, to qualify as a cover of an original, it has to sound precisely like the original using the same instruments that the original used. Any alteration should only be in the vocals. And that's cruel. Luckily there exists this unspoken code of conduct among the entire human race that any attempt to recreate any song would already qualify as a cover for that particular song. Hurray for unwritten agreements among men!!! Which i why i think it's proper to say that i gave up sleep to do a cover for a song.

This song was unique in so many levels. The harmony, the melody, even the chord progressions were alien to me, but i have this feel of it that it sounded good, though it was kinda murdered coz it did not sound close to the original... anyway it was still a cover, leave me alone wikipedia!!!..,, =]

cosplayers multiplied in number ever since alodia started airing at various programs in television. Or maybe they were really plenty to start with, only that alodia's fame was needed for them to go outside of their shells and showcase anime-ity to the wurld. This for me is a double win situation. back then I never thought that we would buy water granted that 75% of the world is H2O, just as i never thought that i'll be sseing so many anime-ish people roaming around at malls and restaurants and even at downtown centro and being normal despite the fact that the norm is dissident to accepting this kind of art. Even my mother has her issues regarding cosplayers coloring their hair..,., First win, i like anime and seeing their human counterparts practically everyday is the best stress reliever next to coffee.,., =] .,. Second win is that, anime really is an ideal i wish to look up to (leave me alone wikipedia!!!) ., LoL.,When i am in my most vulnerable hours (like when i'm drunk from not sleeping) i kinda enter into a trance where when i'm in it, I remember all of my hopes and dreams (which will cease to exist after I get some sleep) some of which are connected or have been in one way or another inspired by anime.

Further than Recent, I've finished watching season two of K-ON.. or simply K-ON!! with those distinguished double punctuation marks. I like.,., or perhaps the right word is i ENVY so much the friendship those five lead characters hold so dear to them. I got unlucky in friendship just a while back, it was maybe in my second year of college when the my peers and i got into a misunderstanding. Actually i was in the peacemaker side, watching two opposing forces clash against each other. But, i failed to take into consideration that being in the middle would give you inevitable vulnerability in taking the the doubts both sides have on you, unless one can handle peacemaking well, one is ok,,,, but at that particular instance, i failed... i not only failed, i sucked at it... enough reason for things to go out of hand and guess what, like the double punctuation in K-ON!! the tables were turned and all of them were against me. The peacemaker.,.,., is now the person everybody hates. up to now i still can't figure out why it had to happen, i guess i needed to learn some lessons but as from where i am now, in a state of having learned some of the lessons, i could clearly say that i could've learned without losing the persons who were everything to me... ooops.,., reality check, ^you're losing it neithan, calm down^ **breathes*.,,

I still believe i can find a K-ON group of my own,,, a group that i could exist with, somewhere that i'll not have to do anything clever to know i'm wanted. I'll find that group, and ..... and.,., fudge,, i'm hungry.,., i need to eat breakfast.,,,., ***yawn*, i've finished uploading the video.,..,so i think it's high time to get some shut eye.,,..,thanks for always being open bloggy..,, find me some friends soon oK? g'nyt.,.,

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